31 January 2016

P.F. Chang Is At My House

This post brought to you by P.F. Chang’s Home Menu. The content and opinions expressed below are that of RunEatRepeat.

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Hello! I just got back from a quick 24 hour trip to Palm Springs to visit my best friend. I’ll fill you in on the fun in another post, today we’re just talking about RUNNING and EATING. My favorite things. Recently P.F. Chang’s home menu team contacted me to try their offerings. I was all about it since I love all Asian food. Let’s do this!

But first, RUN.

I woke up early Saturday morning to get in a long run. It was just okay. I feel really out of shape right now. Boo. I think it’s a combination of my toe injury and so much travel in December and January that kept me off schedule. I did the best I could and got in 14 miles.

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Then, I got ready to go. Since it was a quick trip I packed light. I just grabbed some stuff and got on the road.

I grabbed a Spark to give me some energy for the drive and was there in 2 hours flat.

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Why is there always traffic on the 91? Can someone please tell me?

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Cindy and I had a fun lil dinner and drinks. It was pretty low key.

Then, I woke up bright and early this morning to a RAINBOW. How awesome is that?

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After a walk I hit the road because there was a storm coming and no one in SoCal knows how to drive in the rain, me included.

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As I got closer to home I was getting more hungry by the minute (typical). I didn’t want to stop at a fast food place though.

What is a hungry girl to do?

I decided to hit up Ralphs (my local grocery store) for something quick to make when I got home. And this made for the perfect time to try one of P.F. Chang’s At Home Meals. They’re in the frozen section of the grocery store. My lil Ralphs (the one I shop at, I don’t own it) had 9 different options. I went with the Mongolian Style Beef since it seemed the healthiest.

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I also grabbed a bag of frozen brown rice. And once I got home I had a full on fancy meal in 8 minutes. Seriously.

The Mongolian beef comes with string beans and red bell peppers. I added some broccoli just because I had it on hand, but I was impressed with the amount of string beans in the meal. The sauce was delicious and the brown rice soaked it all up for extra flavor.

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The meals are made for 2 people. I’m only one person, but I can eat like two. Instead of finishing it all off I portioned it out so I have another meal waiting for me (as soon as I finish this post).

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And that super quick meal gives me extra time to clean up the mess Vegas made when I was gone…

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He’s grounded.

You can check out more information on P.F. Chang’s here. Or maybe celebrate Wok Wednesday

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A Series on Binge Eating, Part 2

If you missed it, here is A Series on Binge Eating, Part 1. On that post, I wrote about what binge eating actually is, and how it differs from overeating. I also explained a little of my own thought process through a binge episode.

On Part 2, I'll write about emotional eating and how it contributes to binge eating, as well as triggers for bingeing.



When I gained nearly 30 pounds in 2014, I got a lot of anonymous comments saying things like, "If you would just eat a healthy diet, and stop eating so much sugar, you wouldn't have a problem with weight gain!" Maybe they were trying to be helpful, but what I write on my blog is actually a very tiny portion of my life. My weight gain was not caused from an unhealthy diet. It was caused from the result of emotional eating.


I don't know exactly when I started emotional eating, but it probably goes back into my childhood, just like the binge eating. Emotional eating is not technically an eating disorder--but basically, it means to eat for reasons other than hunger. Some people eat out of anger, or sadness, some out of frustration, some out of anxiety, or even happiness. So many emotions that affect people differently.

Through the years, as I tried to figure out the cause of my binge eating, I realized that I almost always binged after a particular emotion. The number one emotion that makes me want to binge? Anxiety. I have generalized anxiety disorder, and it got really bad in mid 2014 to mid 2015. My mind is always worrying about things (or nothing at all, but I still have that same pit in my stomach nonetheless), and eating helped me to shut off that worry for the moment. The longer I ate, the longer I could shut it off.

While the after-effects of a binge episode are shame and regret, the actual eating made me feel so much better. Other people have healthier ways of coping with emotions, but I happen to use food. As cliché as it sounds, it's very helpful to identify the emotions that cause you to binge by keeping a journal. After each binge episode, just take a minute to write down exactly what was happening before you binged. Eventually, you should see a pattern and you can figure out a different way to deal with that emotion than by eating. That's exactly how I identified the anxiety-induced binges.

This actually leads me into binge eating triggers. When you read about "triggers" on any sort of weight loss website, usually it's referring to particular foods that are problematic--that cause one to binge or overeat. I actually disagree with this, for the most part. Chances are, it's not the actual food itself that causes you to binge. If food equals binge, then everybody would be a binge eater. More likely, it's some sort of emotion that is the trigger, and once triggered, you think of the foods you want to binge on. Does that make sense? 

I have certain foods that I "prefer" to binge on (sweets, mostly); but even if I took all of those so-called "triggers" out of my house, I would still find SOMETHING to binge on (like the example of the Goldfish on my previous post). If the binge urge takes over my mind, it doesn't matter what foods are or are not in the house. The only way my house would be binge-proof would be to remove every last morsel of food.

That said, however, there are certain foods that are dangerous territory for me. Ice cream is the perfect example--I love ice cream, and I have a terrible time trying to eat just one or two servings. If I have a container of ice cream in my freezer, and something triggers my urge to binge (like anxiety), my mind immediately goes to the ice cream. Then, it's all I can think about, and the urge gets stronger and stronger. For that reason, I choose to keep ice cream out of my house (unless it's a small container that I plan ahead of time to eat that day). It's not the ice cream that triggers the binge; but the ice cream makes it harder to ignore the binge urge when it happens. Hopefully that makes sense!



It's helpful to identify what your binge triggers are--for me, it's anxiety/stress/irritability--and find other ways of coping with them. One of the biggest triggers for me is when my kids are arguing and the house is loud and chaotic. It makes me want to go into the pantry and eat everything in sight. 

When I am staying binge-free, I have to find other ways to cope. For me, the key is to relax and find some quiet space to bring my anxiety level down. I might go in my bedroom and close the door for a few minutes, or take Joey for a walk around the block, or send the kids outside to play. Right now, my favorite way to relax is by working on a jigsaw puzzle. I turn a show on Netflix (Gilmore Girls!!) to listen to while I work, and before I know it, I've made some serious progress on my puzzle.

I wrote in a journal a list of things that I could do when I'm feeling anxious and wanting to eat. Even if I don't refer to it, writing the list helped me to store some of it in my memory, so when I'm in a situation like that, I can try to prevent emotional eating. These will differ for everybody, but here are some suggestions:

Go for a walk outside (when it's nice outside, it's impossible not to feel better!); play a game (either solo on your smart phone, or a board game with the family); meal plan for the next day; work on a jigsaw puzzle; color in an adult coloring book (I see these everywhere now); read a good book; catch up on blogs; call or text a friend; browse Amazon; etc.

Emotional eating is something that nearly everyone deals with now and then (some of us more than others). Sometimes it's problematic, and sometimes it's harmless. But if it bothers you, I would suggest keeping a journal of what was going on right before you ate for emotional reasons, and see if you can find the triggering emotion. Then come up with alternatives to eating in those situations.

Well, that concludes Part 2! On the next post, I'll finally get to the good stuff--the two major things I've started doing since I began counting calories that have helped me to stay binge-free for 179 days and counting :)  I'll also recap some other tips for staying binge-free (things I've written before, but wouldn't hurt to share again). If you have suggestions to add as far as things to do instead of eating when feeling emotional, please share! The list is endless.

30 January 2016

A Series on Binge Eating, Part 1

Over the past several years, I've gotten so many different questions about my weight loss, gain, maintenance, loose skin, running, blogging, etc. Out of all the questions that I get, the number one most frequently asked topic is about binge eating. If nothing else, getting asked questions about it (namely, how to prevent it) has made me realize that there are SO many of us out there! I always felt so ashamed of binge eating, but once I wrote publicly about it, I realized that I am certainly not alone.

I decided to address some of the recently asked questions about it in an updated post. I started writing, and writing... and before I knew it, I realized I needed two posts. And then three. And then I figured, what the hell, let's just write a whole series! ;) So, here is the first of four posts on binge eating. This is a rough outline of what the posts will cover:

Part 1
My history with binge eating
Definition of binge eating
Binge eating vs. overeating
The thought process of a binge

Part 2
Binge "triggers"
Emotional eating

Part 3
The two main things that have helped me stay binge-free for 178 days and counting
And other tips that may (or may not) help others

Part 4
Getting back on track after a binge
Preventing binges through balance



It's no secret that I have struggled with binge eating disorder (BED) since I was a kid. I remember getting home from school and making an enormous bowl of popcorn loaded with butter. After polishing that off, I would chase it with a huge bowl (or, more likely, two or three bowls) of ice cream with chocolate syrup and peanuts. And later, I would eat dinner with my family.


Starting young ;)

I remember sneaking food to binge eat when I was at my grandma's house, too. She used to have boxes of Kudos bars, which is what started my love affair with chocolate and peanut butter. I would sneak them one by one, eating them as quickly as possible so nobody would see, until they were gone. She also had fruit snacks (the original ones that tasted so good!) and I would eat several packs of those.

I always felt ashamed of my eating habits. At the time, I didn't know that I had the classic signs of binge eating disorder (actually, back then, it wasn't even a labeled eating disorder). My parents were never strict about what I ate, so the bingeing wasn't a rebellious thing. I just somehow sensed that what I was doing was wrong in some way.

The bingeing became its worst when my kids were both very young. Bedtime for them meant binge-time for me. As soon as their heads hit their pillows, I was in the pantry, pulling out anything that sounded good. It was my way of relaxing after a day of looking after two young kids. I would sit on the couch, watching TV, and eating until I was stuffed. Then I would go to bed miserable with myself, vowing that I wouldn't do it the next day. My weight climbed higher and higher, until I found myself weighing 253 pounds and unable to be an active parent. 



On August 19, 2009, I started a binge-free streak that lasted an entire year! And I managed to lose 125 pounds over 16 months. You all know the rest of the story, which is on my blog :)






First, I want to set something straight from the beginning. Binge eating is not the same as overeating. A lot of people use the terms interchangeably, but they are different. To be considered a binge, the DSM-V has the following criteria:
  • An episode of binge eating is characterized by both of the following:
    • eating, in a discrete period of time (for example, within any 2-hour period), an amount of food that is definitely larger than most people would eat in a similar period of time under similar circumstances
    • a sense of lack of control over eating during the episode (for example, a feeling that one cannot stop eating or control what or how much one is eating)
  • Also, the binge-eating episodes are associated with three (or more) of the following:
    • eating much more rapidly than normal
    • eating until feeling uncomfortably full 
    • eating large amounts of food when not feeling physically hungry 
    • eating alone because of feeling embarrassed by how much one is eating 
    • feeling disgusted with oneself, depressed, or very guilty afterwards 
  • Marked distress regarding binge eating is present. 
There is also a difference between a binge episode and a Binge Eating Disorder (BED). To be considered BED, the following criteria must be met as well:
  • The binge eating occurs, on average, at least once a week for three months. 
  • The binge eating is not associated with the recurrent use of inappropriate compensatory behavior (for example, purging) and does not occur exclusively during the course Anorexia Nervosa, Bulimia Nervosa, or Avoidant/Restrictive Food Intake Disorder.

Most people have episodes of overeating now and then (think Thanksgiving, for example). But overeating is not the same as binge eating. Overeating every now and then is normal, and in most cases, not harmful to one's health. Binge eating, on the other hand, can contribute to obesity and all the related conditions resulting from it; it also can cause psychological issues such as depression. 

For someone who may not experience binge eating, but wants to understand it, I thought I would give an example of the thought process that may cause/contribute to a binge. It's not rational thinking, but our minds are not always rational, I guess ;) Here is an example of a nighttime binge (I'm going to refer to Weight Watchers Points here, because I haven't binged since I started counting calories):
I eat well all day long, measuring my portions, counting my Points. Getting dinner ready is a little stressful--I'm hungry; the kids are looking for something to eat and asking when dinner will be ready; Joey is waiting to be fed; Jerry gets home from work; and I haven't figured out exactly what to make for dinner yet. I'm really tempted to just order a pizza, but I grab a few ingredients to throw together a quick meal.  
We sit down to eat, and I don't like what I've put together, but I eat it anyways because I'm starving. After dinner, I'm just not feeling satisfied, so I decide to have a small sweet treat to end the meal. We don't have any real sweets in the house, so I grab about a tablespoon of chocolate chips and eat those while I'm standing in the pantry. I take a load of laundry from the dryer to put it away, and the chocolate was so good that I decide to take another tablespoon as I pass by the pantry again.  
One more time won't hurt. After I put away the laundry, I decide I better add the chocolate chips to my food log. I realize that I had eaten over 6 Points of chocolate chips, but I still wasn't satisfied. I look for something with more substance, that I can actually sit down and enjoy eating. I don't find anything that really sounds satisfying, so I grab the only snacky food that I can find--Goldfish. I pour some into a bowl, measuring them out so that I can log my Points, and sit down to eat them. I forgot how much I like Goldfish!  
They were so good that I decide to eat some more. Going over my Points for the day won't really hurt that bad, right? I ran this morning, so I'll just use the Activity Points that I earned. A glass of wine sounds good, too. I pour a glass of wine and a larger portion of Goldfish. About halfway through my wine, the Goldfish are gone, so I refill my bowl. The wine made me feel more relaxed, and I think I shouldn't worry about eating too much now and then--everybody does it! I was already over my allotted Points for the day, so a little more won't hurt. 
By now, the salty Goldfish made me want something sweet again, so I have more chocolate chips--this time taking a small handful at a time. I decide to just skip trying to log my food, because I've already blown my Points, so what does it matter? And since I'm not logging my food, I might as well finish off the chocolate chips so they aren't there to screw me up tomorrow.  
While I get the chocolate chips, I notice the peanut butter, and decide to throw together a make-shift "cookie dough"--I mix a big blob of peanut butter with a couple of handfuls of dry oats, and then stir in some chocolate chips. It tastes SO good that I decide to have some more. At this point, I'm starting to feel full, but starting tomorrow, I am never going to binge again--so I might as well just get it all out of my system now....

...and so on. Maybe the above wasn't the greatest example, but it just shows how irrational our thoughts can be sometimes. "I've already blown it, so I might as well just keep eating" is something that I used to tell myself all the time! 

Over the last few years, I've learned ways to manage my binge eating, and have had several very long streaks of being binge-free. In the next post, I'll write about binge triggers and how emotional eating plays a role in binge eating. Hopefully this post has helped give some insight into binge eating! (If you'd like to share any of your own experience or ask any questions in the comments, feel free!)

29 January 2016

BEST Valentine’s Day Gifts for Your Best Friend

Hello! How’s it going? Today we’re talking about Valentine’s Day! It’s a super special day for me because it’s my mom’s birthday. And my mom is seriously the best. But it’s also a fun day to celebrate love and more importantly, a day to eat chocolate. Am I right? So even if you don’t have a special someone to spend Feb 14th with, you can always treat yourself or your best friend to a gift.

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Check out this list for some great gift ideas to give your BFF for Valentine’s Day!

The BEST Valentine’s Day Gifts for Your BEST Friend

Fun Mug for Coffee (or whatever she/he drinks wink wink)

or a Mean mug:

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Porn for Women Book.

Best Friends Necklaces – fancy adult style BFF charms. Love it.

The make-up she’s always borrowing from you. For me it’s my Naked Eyeshadow Palette. (I’m pretty sure she’s used it more than me.)

A shirt so other potential best friends back the F off.  

If you  love to EAT together – these Hamburger and Fries BFF Tees

hamburger and fries tees

If you love to DRINK together – Monogrammed Wine Glasses

If you are OPPOSITES – get these sweatshirts.

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And really the BEST thing you can get me your best friend for Valentine’s Day…

CHOCOLATE.

One of my favorite girls gave me this last year just because. And I loved it!

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Question: Are you going to eat chocolate on February 14th?

Me: I’m starting the 24 Day Challenge but I will probably give myself a lil treat that day.

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Fat Shamed: Someone Called Me Fat | New Pictures of My Stomach

Hi everyone. A Youtube recently viewer called me fat after watching my Butt Building Power Walk Workout, so I am addressing how it feels to be fat shamed, and I also reveal new pictures of my stomach. I’m 43 years old and have 4 kids (I’m also the grandmother of a 16-month old little girl). I’ve had three c-sections and two abdominal hernia surgeries.

Have you ever been fat shamed or judged for how you look? Tell me who said it to you so I can put them in a choke hold. Let me at ’em!!

jan 2016 pics

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So About That “Whole 30″

Yeah, about that.

I’d started off planning to have a few cheats — a few planned cocktail parties. I’ve been super honest in this space about how I’ve been doing. Until last Friday, that was pretty damn good.

Then the snowstorm hit and I lost all resolve. Meaning, I didn’t even really try.

Friday night, my coworkers were going to get drinks at Hill Country. Fine. Drinks. I’m in.

Saturday, Lacey invited me and some friends over for dinner. I had planned on having some beverages at a cocktail party that night that got canceled so I carried that over to stormageddon and had some wine and pasta and fun.

Sunday, I felt like crap all day. Bloated, upset stomach, foggy. How often was I feeling like that before?

Monday I hopped back on the Whole 30 train, where I stayed until yesterday afternoon. We had a reorg at work, and it was a very difficult day for all, and many many glasses of wine were involved. Could I have not partaken? Sure. Did I want to do that? Hell no.

Followed by my boss bringing our slightly hungover selves bagels this morning.

Lunch came and: OK, do I give up? Do I stay this through for the next week?

Well, I have come this far. Even though I, in no way, strictly followed the Whole 30 rules, I think I’ve still seen some great results and learned a ton, even if I didn’t follow this to the letter.

My goal for the next week is to stick to this as best as possible and also really think about what parts of this I want to keep in my life following this. Once my body adjusted that first week, I really have felt better — especially without the gluten.

So, just because I messed up colossally a few times, I don’t consider this an overall failure.

Now if you’ll excuse me, I have more sweet potatoes to cook.

How Not To Put On Sunblock

Hi! How’s it going? Over here it’s going well. I was trying to put on sunblock while multi-tasking doing things around the house and came back to glance in the mirror and saw all of it still on my nose. Ha! How did I manage that?

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sunblock ecards

Yesterday I took a rest day from running and did some strength training at home.

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I was sporting all black, so I felt like an awkward ninja.

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Vegas is traumatized by living with me…

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Aaaand I got my 24 Day Challenge delivery. Cindy and I are going to swap chocolate and vanilla protein powders from the pack so we have both (you have to pick one when you order).

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I busted open the spark since the kit comes with 28 days worth. #Boom

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Recently I saw this Plenti oatmeal yogurt on sale and gave it a whirl. It’s good! But you can make the same thing as overnight oats super easy.

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And here’s a little gorgeous sunset for your viewing pleasure…

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Winner of the Kohl’s Giveaway is: Kaylin

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Question: What are you doing this weekend? Anything exciting? Anything relaxing??

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28 January 2016

ALERT: Food Recall Due to Listeria Bacteria + Avian Bird Flu Outbreak

Hi everyone. I had a something different planned for today, but that’s been detoured, as I wanted to quickly alert you to two public health situations you need to be aware of in my latest video:

  • Dole packaged salads have been recalled due to the Listeria bacteria. Listeria symptoms include diarrhea and other gastrointestinal issues. It is treated with antibiotics, however, this current outbreak has already caused one death. The outbreak has been going on since July 2015, but it’s only recently this month that the outbreak has been traced back to Dole.

dole shop rite

  • Turkey products are in short supply due to the spread of avian influenza (bird flu) among turkey populations. Although this type of flu is not common in humans, it is still possible for a person to catch. It is airborne — spread through coughing & sneezing. Please be aware of this, as avian flu is prevalent at this time.

bird flu shop rite

CDC Listeria link: http://ift.tt/1602uRh

CDC Avian Bird Flu link: http://ift.tt/1qusY6Y

Food Recall Website: http://ift.tt/1NoybfJ

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3 Ingredient Not Healthy Mug Cake

Super late last night I threw together a healthy cookie recipe with protein powder, oats and almond butter. Then, I woke up this morning and saw it was National Chocolate Cake Day. Of course I had to celebrate with a chocolate mug cake.

So today I have two recipes for you – a  healthy choc-oat cookie recipe AND a not so healthy, but easy and delicious 3 ingredient mug cake.

Let’s go with the super easy one first…

3 ingredient

3 ingredient CHOCOLATE Mug Cake

Ingredients:

  • 1/4 cup powdered sugar
  • 1.5 Tb. cocoa powder
  • 1 egg
  • dash salt (you can skip this if, but it helps bring out the sweetness)

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Directions: Spray microwaveable mug with non-stick spray.

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Mix egg in a bowl. Add sugar, cocoa powder and dash of salt. Combine. Pour into sprayed mug.

Microwave for 45-60 seconds. It will puff out of the mug, but collapse back down when it turns off. (Micro less time if you want it gooey.)

Top with powdered sugar or frosting of your choice.

3 ingredient chocolate mug cake recipe 2

3 ingredient chocolate cake

3 ingredient mug cake

And if you’re on the 24 day challenge or some other clean eating effort you can try this protein packed recipe…

 

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Choc-Oat Protein Cookies Recipe

Ingredients:

  • 1/3 cup almond butter
  • 1/3 cup oats
  • 1 package chocolate protein powder
  • 1/3 cup egg whites
  • 1/2 tsp. each: baking powder, salt, vanilla extract
  • optional: packet of stevia or other sugar sub

Directions: Heat oven to 350 degrees. Combine oats, protein powder, baking soda and salt. Add almond butter, egg whites and vanilla extract. Mix well.

Drop by the spoonful onto greased cookie sheet. Bake 7-9 minutes or until done.

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Question: On a scale of 1 to 10 > How healthy are you eating today?

1 – is perfect macros, all organic

10 – is donuts, cocaine, whiskey and onion rings for breakfast

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